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An Iris For You


by HORACE. Wednesday, May 14, 2008

 

 
   

The sunlight hit Ryura in the face. Engulfed in the blinding rays of inevitability, he awoke with a grunt. Ryura groaned, and rolled over on his side to grab his dagger. Pulling the sharp object towards his chest, he laid it there, clutching the sharp edges tightly. The shimmering lights from the outside peeked through the cracks of his tent's flaps. He sighed. Ryura remained relaxed upon the thin loincloth which took up most of the tent's surface area. He closed his eyes, letting the dreams consume him once again. At once, the visions flashed through his mind. Gathering speed, he found himself lost in a whirlpool of memories, ones that have left him stained.

Ryura looked much younger in his mind. The birds were chirping happily during a beautiful day. He saw himself as a child, skipping alongside the grassy road. Ryura recalled the place. The scenery was sparked up memories of his past. It was the very forest where he grew up. He ran up to the other children who were playing in the field. Dancing wildly in circles, the children started a game of tag. Ryura ran down the hill to follow the kids. Smiling, Ryura held up his hand and waved, tempting the others to allow him to join in. But to his disappointment, the children's faces darkened to frowns, and hurriedly ran away from the field of grass. The suspicious stares would not stop. Ryura could see them eyeing him with hate, but there was a glint of fear in their countenances. Ryura did not understand, standing alone in the empty field looking puzzled. His fellow wolves always ran from him. No matter how hard he tried to hide the loneliness, the feeling of dread would always be evident. Ryura lifted his head and saw something out in distance. A figure was slowing walking up towards him on the other side of the hill. Shading his blank eyes from the rays of the sun, Ryura laughed.

It was a young woman, who wore a few bracelets of wolf teeth by her left wrist, but did not have the usual wolf-skin clothing that other Yokai Wolves had. Instead, she was clothed with a dress of dark purple, with two overlapping layers of contrasting colors of light and darkness. Her hands were clasped together in front of her, but Ryura saw them part, as if calling her out to her son. She held out her hands, lulling Ryura with a faint smile. Ryura ran towards his mother, with arms outstretched. Before his younger self could even react, his mother knelt down and pulled him close. Ryura closed his eyes, smiling. He felt warm, even against the wind that started to pick up. But then, Ryura saw it; that moment, was the first time he ever saw his mother truly cry.

She looked neither angry nor sad, but she only cried silently over Ryura's small shoulders. Ryura clutched his hands into fists and grinded his teeth together. He remembered everything. He had always hated seeing his mother upset, let alone sad. Lowering his head, he didn't say anything, letting the visions of his memory speak for themselves. Over his mother's silent sobs, he listened to his younger self speak.

"Mommy, why are you crying?"

There was a pause, but no answer came from his mother. Ryura's mother released her son from her grip. Wiping the tears from her eyes, she stood up and patted Ryura on the head. She managed a smile, and stared at Ryura with her sparkling, blue eyes. No matter how many times Ryura faced his mother; he always saw that emptiness within her. He did not comprehend as a child, nor did she ever elaborate what was wrong. You are still a child Ryura, which was the reply all the time. It was a funny feeling, as if she was about to run away every time she spoke those words. Ryura's mother stood up and shifted her direction to the right. She began walking back up towards the hill. Ryura could not help but question her mother, seeing that she did not make a single effort to look back.

"Mommy, mommy! Where are you going, mommy?"

There was no answer. His mother only turned her head and smiled. Ushering Ryura to go back to camp, she continued to walk away. Ryura started to yell, but his mother did not answer. The memory started to fade away, the dreams swirling through his head, and the memories intertwined together. All he remembered was seeing a dark figure approach his mother's side, as the whole world flipped over from a violent shove on his shoulder, returning Ryura to reality.

Ryura jolted up from his bed and caught the hand that woke him. Huffing, he felt the cold sweat trickle down his left cheek. Without second thought, he clenched the hand much harder. He only just realized that he violated his own lieutenant when he felt the side of his face burn from a quick slap across the cheek. His eyes met with his commanding officer, and he immediately let go of her hand. Ryura bowed his head down low, and muttered an apology.

"I am sorry, Hitomi-sama. Forgive me for my actions."

Hitomi was only a few years older than Ryura, but was much higher adept with her skills than Ryura. Hitomi had long, brown hair that is usually tied up in a ponytail. She wore similar clothing to Ayumi's, except that she did not have as much bracelets around her wrists and ankles. Unlike the other lieutenants, Hitomi carried two swords by her side, fastened tightly together by her stash. Each sword's scabbards were colored pure white, with a golden hilt at the end. She didn't have any other weapon on her side that was noticeable, but she usually tied a pouch around her thigh that was full of daggers. They were hidden from her robes. Hitomi brushed her long bangs in front of her face to the side and stood up. She was about to exit Ryura's tent, but turned towards him one last time. She sighed.

"I'll let it go this time. Now, get dressed; the princess's departure is imminent. The Yokai Wolves all have to assemble at the North Peak now, Ryura. Get going."

"Yes, Hitomi-sama."

Ryura bowed down low as Hitomi left his tent, leaving Ryura all by himself. Ryura rapidly got ready. Amidst the chaos of preparing for the assembly, he almost for got about his promise to Ayumi. Ryura hurriedly fastened the sword to this waist and opened the tent flap to take leave. Before he could even set his foot outside, Ryura abruptly stopped. Peering back into his small home, he knew he forgot the dagger. The object lay on the wolf skin that was sprawled on the ground. Ryura hastily strung his finger around the band, hoisting the colorful blue dagger that was at its end. Ryura managed a slight smile, as the dagger engulfed his entire world of memories in the sea of blue.

Ryura stepped out from his tent, returning to the sun's suffocating hold upon his body. Engulfed in the morning light, Ryura shielded his eyes, and looked down at the dagger in his hand. It had a vivid color of blue that transformed to multiple colors in the light. Ryura managed to light up a smile after having it rest in his palms. Firmly, he held onto the dagger, almost until it sliced open his skin. Ryura felt his hand burn, but ignored the painful feeling. He ran over to the edge of the forest, where he was supposed to line up along with his fellow Yokai Wolves. Ryura saw them, all lined up in rows. The lieutenants were up front, while the lower ranked wolves, the omega, went behind their corresponding leading officer. Raiden stood in front of the entire clan. His overwhelming demon power could be felt from a mile away, as some weaker wolves started to perspire and breathe much heavier. Ayumi stood right next to Raiden, but she did not look very happy. Ryura's stomach lurched; seeing Ayumi unhappy always made him quite sick. Mutters amongst the wolves stopped when Raiden finally took a small step forward.

He spoke, with a tranquil tone. "Today, as we all know, is when the first daughter of the leader of the Yokai Wolves reaches the age to hunt alone. It will be her first hunt today, and I thank you all for being her on time, even when announced at such short notice. However, before we get to that, there are matters to attend to. Koga, if you please."

The silence broke off with whispers amongst the wolves. What would have been so important to interrupt the coming of age of the clan's princess? Eager to know, the wolves hushed when Koga cast his disgruntled look upon the crowd. Koga looked from left to right, and at last, he spoke.

"The humans were here, just last night."

 
 
 
   
   

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